Hi.
Do you see what I just did there? I communicated with you a greeting. I verbalized what I was thinking. I simply said hi.
I haven't gone insane, I'm just trying to make a point. And my point is that words are amazing. The fact that God created us as talking human beings rather than barking or chirping animals, blows my mind. We communicate through words. Words that have power, passion, emotion, etc. With words we pray, we sing, we read, we welcome a stranger, or comfort an old friend. With words we share love and discover new things. With words we learn and grow. With words we express our emotions, thoughts, and desires.
And with words we profess faith in Jesus Christ. With words (or Word rather), God communicates to us. And with words, all things are held together...
"He is the radiance of the glory of God and the exact imprint of his nature, and he upholds the universe by the WORD of his power." Hebrews 1:3
I don't think we realize how privileged we are to speak words...or to hear them, for that matter. If Christ holds all things together by his Word, we should be amazed at the fact that humans even have the ability to use or understand words in general.
This all came to me today when I was taking a walk. I was praying and meandering around a lake by my house today and happened to come across some geese. They were barking/chirping/hissing or whatever they do, and it hit me...here I am talking to God and listening to music (both clearly done with words), and these geese are barking! I was suddenly overwhelmed with gratitude for words. We are unlike any creature on this planet, for we have been made in His image. He has made a people for himself, and he pursues us with mercy. Not only am I humbled and eternally grateful for this, but I am grateful that I can communicate with my God through words. I've never been so excited about speaking. There is power in words. Be careful with what you say, but rejoice in the fact that you can say it!
P.S. The geese were saying something too; I just couldn't understand it...but I'm sure whatever it was, it glorified God. :)
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Confession
I have a confession. Well, I actually have two. One: I'm breaking my own coffee shop rule, and today I am at a coffee shop I've already visited. Two: It's raining and I like it.
For all of you who know me, you know that typically I don't like the rain. However, when living in Minnesota, if it is raining, it means it's not snowing (and the promise of spring may be around the corner). So, today I welcome the rain. As I sit here with my cup of coffee and watch the drizzle of rain coat the window, I dwell on God's graciousness on us all.
Matthew 5:44-46 "But I tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that?"
God's common grace has never been so evident to me these days. The same pleasures I enjoy day by day as a believer, my unbelieving friend also enjoys. The difference is that I enjoy them for the glory of God. My unbelieving friend enjoys them for the satisfaction they give. So as this beautiful rain falls on me, it also falls on my neighbor. Both of us deserve God's wrath, but he withholds it and we take another breath and enjoy another rain drop. How gracious is our God?!
This morning I woke up and instead of opening my eyes and grumbling that I needed to get out of bed before my alarm clock went off one more time, I rolled over and thanked the Lord for the breath in my lungs. I'm not telling you this so you can see any type of sanctification the Lord may be doing in my heart, I'm telling you this to encourage you to give glory to God in the simple things. Breathing, drinking coffee, walking, eating tasty food (or even untasty for that matter), watching the rain, etc. ...are all possible only by the grace of God. Today I am thankful that I know from where all things come. I praise God for the simple things today!
For all of you who know me, you know that typically I don't like the rain. However, when living in Minnesota, if it is raining, it means it's not snowing (and the promise of spring may be around the corner). So, today I welcome the rain. As I sit here with my cup of coffee and watch the drizzle of rain coat the window, I dwell on God's graciousness on us all.
Matthew 5:44-46 "But I tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that?"
God's common grace has never been so evident to me these days. The same pleasures I enjoy day by day as a believer, my unbelieving friend also enjoys. The difference is that I enjoy them for the glory of God. My unbelieving friend enjoys them for the satisfaction they give. So as this beautiful rain falls on me, it also falls on my neighbor. Both of us deserve God's wrath, but he withholds it and we take another breath and enjoy another rain drop. How gracious is our God?!
This morning I woke up and instead of opening my eyes and grumbling that I needed to get out of bed before my alarm clock went off one more time, I rolled over and thanked the Lord for the breath in my lungs. I'm not telling you this so you can see any type of sanctification the Lord may be doing in my heart, I'm telling you this to encourage you to give glory to God in the simple things. Breathing, drinking coffee, walking, eating tasty food (or even untasty for that matter), watching the rain, etc. ...are all possible only by the grace of God. Today I am thankful that I know from where all things come. I praise God for the simple things today!
Sunday, March 7, 2010
The Mind of Christ
"When we tell you this, we do not use words of human wisdom. We speak words given to us by the Spirit, using the Spirit's words to explain spiritual truths. But people who aren't Christians can't understand these truths from God's Spirit. It all sounds foolish to them because only those who have the Spirit can understand what the Spirit means. We who have the Spirit understand these things, but others can't understand us at all. How could they? For, "Who can know what the Lord is thinking? Who can give him counsel?" But we can understand these things, for we have the mind of Christ." 1 Cor. 2:12-16
Let me work backwards with this Scripture. We have the mind of Christ. Do we really know what that means? That must mean we are able to think as Christ thinks. Christ, the Son of God, God in flesh, our Lord and Savior--we have his mind?! Stop and dwell on that. My small brain cannot comprehend what this means, but working backwards I read something I can understand--something that I can even relate to. "We who have the Spirit understand these things, but others can't understand us at all."
This happens to me often. As I try to explain the things of God, I get blank stares. I get responses that seem as though the other person is having a different conversation than the one I am having. I get silence. I get questions. Don't misunderstand me; I am not saying I have it all figured out, in fact, I am saying that it is not ME at all who has anything figured out, but the Spirit who reveals it to me. Any time I talk about God, especially when it is about his attributes or the Doctrines of Grace, it is not me talking; it is the Spirit revealing truth to me about God and allowing me to speak with the MIND OF CHRIST.
I was just having a conversation with a friend the other day on this very subject. I said, "It's hard when your close friends or family are not believers because, in a sense, they don't truly know who you are in Christ. They don't understand what you're saying. They 'can't understand at all.' (v. 15) Although this may be discouraging at times, oh how encouraged we should be that we DO understand by the glorious grace of our Lord Jesus Christ!
I had a client come into work the other day. She was a believer. This is rare. Usually we have people come in who claim Christianity, yet have no idea who Christ is. But it was different with this woman. As I talked with her, I could feel the Spirit moving. Her Spirit said with mine, 'Yes, Christ is Lord,' as we talked. I asked if I could pray for her. She said yes and our treasured time in prayer began. I wasn't praying for her--the Spirit was praying for her and with her. She uttered multiple "yes, Lord's" and I could feel she understood the words coming from my mouth. When our time was complete, her countenance changed drastically from when she had come in earlier. She gave me two hugs, asked for Bibles for her family and any other spiritual resources we might have. Our fellowship with the Lord was genuine and we both parted feeling encouraged--all because we both have the mind of Christ and CAN understand. Wow. How glorious are the riches we have in Christ Jesus!
The more I read through the Scriptures, the more humbled I am in knowing I am not the one doing anything, but it is the Spirit within me. I stand in awe of a mighty God today, and ever day.
Let me work backwards with this Scripture. We have the mind of Christ. Do we really know what that means? That must mean we are able to think as Christ thinks. Christ, the Son of God, God in flesh, our Lord and Savior--we have his mind?! Stop and dwell on that. My small brain cannot comprehend what this means, but working backwards I read something I can understand--something that I can even relate to. "We who have the Spirit understand these things, but others can't understand us at all."
This happens to me often. As I try to explain the things of God, I get blank stares. I get responses that seem as though the other person is having a different conversation than the one I am having. I get silence. I get questions. Don't misunderstand me; I am not saying I have it all figured out, in fact, I am saying that it is not ME at all who has anything figured out, but the Spirit who reveals it to me. Any time I talk about God, especially when it is about his attributes or the Doctrines of Grace, it is not me talking; it is the Spirit revealing truth to me about God and allowing me to speak with the MIND OF CHRIST.
I was just having a conversation with a friend the other day on this very subject. I said, "It's hard when your close friends or family are not believers because, in a sense, they don't truly know who you are in Christ. They don't understand what you're saying. They 'can't understand at all.' (v. 15) Although this may be discouraging at times, oh how encouraged we should be that we DO understand by the glorious grace of our Lord Jesus Christ!
I had a client come into work the other day. She was a believer. This is rare. Usually we have people come in who claim Christianity, yet have no idea who Christ is. But it was different with this woman. As I talked with her, I could feel the Spirit moving. Her Spirit said with mine, 'Yes, Christ is Lord,' as we talked. I asked if I could pray for her. She said yes and our treasured time in prayer began. I wasn't praying for her--the Spirit was praying for her and with her. She uttered multiple "yes, Lord's" and I could feel she understood the words coming from my mouth. When our time was complete, her countenance changed drastically from when she had come in earlier. She gave me two hugs, asked for Bibles for her family and any other spiritual resources we might have. Our fellowship with the Lord was genuine and we both parted feeling encouraged--all because we both have the mind of Christ and CAN understand. Wow. How glorious are the riches we have in Christ Jesus!
The more I read through the Scriptures, the more humbled I am in knowing I am not the one doing anything, but it is the Spirit within me. I stand in awe of a mighty God today, and ever day.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Writing Wednesdays
It's Wednesday and I'm at a new coffee shop, still dating around. This week I'm at Common Roots (which I realize I just called it Uncommon Grounds, which is the one I went to last week, and someone looked at me oddly, understandable now). It is in Uptown (a community similar to Hillcrest in San Diego) and it's all natural, homemade everything. www.commonrootscafe.com
This has been a refreshing week so far. I had a really sweet time with the Lord on Monday night and it really has set the tone for this week. I realize how much prayer changes my attitude. I am a completely different person when I am a person of prayer. I desperately missed my prayer partner, Doris, this week. I just love praying with like-minded people, and I am excited that the Lord WILL bring me someone to pray with soon. I trust that. It is through prayer that I receive all I need. I don't know what I am thinking when I am not praying!
My friend Jen encouraged me to read Philippians 3 last night, so I decided to read it while I was at the gym. I've read this passage multiple times, but last night something struck me that has never struck me before. As Paul reminds us how 'qualified' he is in verses 4-6, I had to stop and think...how 'qualified' am I? (and by qualified, I mean outwardly perfect by the law--something which we are NOT supposed to look at for qualification)
"...though I myself have reasons for such confidence. If anyone else thinks he has reasons to put confidence in the flesh, I have more: circumcised on the eighth day, of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew of Hebrews; in regard to the law, a Pharisee; as for zeal, persecuting the church; as for legalistic righteousness, faultless."
I read this and thought, wow, he had everything right on the outside...but his heart...
Then I asked, did I ever have it all right on the outside? No! Never! Before my conversion, I was so full of flaws, making mistakes all the time. THEN HOW MUCH MORE GRATEFUL SHOULD I BE THAN PAUL IS?! I was speechless. Then the hope comes in verse 7-9.
"But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ--the righteousness that comes from God and is by faith."
I throw all things off--even the things I had right. For it is Christ's righteousness that matters, not one I come up with on my own (that is not even truly righteousness). My only hope is Christ. This should be a daily realization and should give me passion to share the gospel. I have been so humbled by the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, and the electing power of our God lately. I don't understand how a Holy God can choose someone like me, a sinful, wicked being. The complexity of it is beautiful. I don't know if I said this or if I heard someone say this, but I'm saying it now: You cannot apply common sense to God. It just doesn't work.
In case you forgot what I look like, here is me today.
Humbled and loved,
Lindsey
Thursday, February 25, 2010
My biggest fear...
Wow. I feel like I can breathe today. I have been so busy lately! And because of that, I have encountered my biggest fear of this transition:
I forgot why I came here.
Before I moved, I said, "I don't want to get a full time job because I don't want to get distracted by what I'm actually there for--to learn more about God through school." It made sense at the time, but often God has a different plan for us. Last week I worked, went to school, did homework, went to bed, and got up to do the same thing the next day--every day. Typically, that would be an okay schedule for someone who is in school and working. But, for me, it's not okay to just have a daily schedule. I came here to learn to love the Lord more, and with that comes a lot of processing and time in prayer. So for every activity I do through out the day, I should be including the Lord, praying for clarity and purpose and fully living for Him every moment of the day. This is not possible in my own strength--in fact, that was made apparent last week by trying it out. But, by the Holy Spirit, I will be able to focus on the Lord with every move of my hand and breath of my lungs. I HATED that I left the Lord out of everything I did last week--even as I read ABOUT him, I did not INCLUDE him. I made the bible a text book. I forgot to pray. I stopped asking him for help. It makes me so sad. I can't imagine how he feels when I do it. I felt like such a Pharisee last week, gaining all this knowledge about him while remaining hard-hearted. What a waste!
But God is gracious and merciful and he has revealed my sin to me. He's slowly opening my eyes to a lot of things--especially the fact that his will is so different from what my flesh desires. Like I said earlier, I didn't want a full time job, but now I have been blessed with a job where I can use the material that I'm learning in class, and bless others with it. The Lord knew best when He provided a full time job that fit SO well with where I'm currently at in life. Over the past few years, I've really felt the Lord turning my heart to women's ministry, specifically praying with women in very difficult situations and offering counsel. I had even mentioned the desire to work at a crisis pregnancy center! And now, the Lord has brought me a job at a CHRISTIAN crisis pregnancy center/adoption agency/counseling center where I can pour into women and share the Gospel daily. God is SO good to me. He knows my heart more than I do!
Each week I get four unpaid hours off of work (so I'm really only working 36hrs). This has been a life-saver since I've been so busy. I have decided with those four hours, I will explore the city and invest in the Lord. I will go to a new coffee shop every week and read the Word, write, and indulge in delicious drinks before I go to class. I was just thinking how I feel like I'm dating coffee shops...I get so excited for my time there :) Today I am at Uncommon Grounds Coffeehouse, drinking Raspberry Chai and learning about the Pleasure of God in the Fame of his Name.
I have no profound thoughts for you today (although I have many in my head from studying theology), but I am writing to keep myself accountable of this every week. I need to write at least once a week and venture out in the city, so this is my public declaration to do so.
I forgot why I came here.
Before I moved, I said, "I don't want to get a full time job because I don't want to get distracted by what I'm actually there for--to learn more about God through school." It made sense at the time, but often God has a different plan for us. Last week I worked, went to school, did homework, went to bed, and got up to do the same thing the next day--every day. Typically, that would be an okay schedule for someone who is in school and working. But, for me, it's not okay to just have a daily schedule. I came here to learn to love the Lord more, and with that comes a lot of processing and time in prayer. So for every activity I do through out the day, I should be including the Lord, praying for clarity and purpose and fully living for Him every moment of the day. This is not possible in my own strength--in fact, that was made apparent last week by trying it out. But, by the Holy Spirit, I will be able to focus on the Lord with every move of my hand and breath of my lungs. I HATED that I left the Lord out of everything I did last week--even as I read ABOUT him, I did not INCLUDE him. I made the bible a text book. I forgot to pray. I stopped asking him for help. It makes me so sad. I can't imagine how he feels when I do it. I felt like such a Pharisee last week, gaining all this knowledge about him while remaining hard-hearted. What a waste!
But God is gracious and merciful and he has revealed my sin to me. He's slowly opening my eyes to a lot of things--especially the fact that his will is so different from what my flesh desires. Like I said earlier, I didn't want a full time job, but now I have been blessed with a job where I can use the material that I'm learning in class, and bless others with it. The Lord knew best when He provided a full time job that fit SO well with where I'm currently at in life. Over the past few years, I've really felt the Lord turning my heart to women's ministry, specifically praying with women in very difficult situations and offering counsel. I had even mentioned the desire to work at a crisis pregnancy center! And now, the Lord has brought me a job at a CHRISTIAN crisis pregnancy center/adoption agency/counseling center where I can pour into women and share the Gospel daily. God is SO good to me. He knows my heart more than I do!
Each week I get four unpaid hours off of work (so I'm really only working 36hrs). This has been a life-saver since I've been so busy. I have decided with those four hours, I will explore the city and invest in the Lord. I will go to a new coffee shop every week and read the Word, write, and indulge in delicious drinks before I go to class. I was just thinking how I feel like I'm dating coffee shops...I get so excited for my time there :) Today I am at Uncommon Grounds Coffeehouse, drinking Raspberry Chai and learning about the Pleasure of God in the Fame of his Name.
I have no profound thoughts for you today (although I have many in my head from studying theology), but I am writing to keep myself accountable of this every week. I need to write at least once a week and venture out in the city, so this is my public declaration to do so.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
My new life motto
This is going on the wall of my new office as soon as I can get a canvass on which to paint the saying. (And, yes, I made it up...from the influence of a dear friend and the impression of the Lord)
The ANSWER to everything is PRAYER
The PURPOSE of everything is the GLORY OF GOD
The ANSWER to everything is PRAYER
The PURPOSE of everything is the GLORY OF GOD
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Emotional Eruption
This week I:
1. Drove eight hours home after my grandma's funeral on Sunday.
2. Moved into my new apartment on Monday.
3. Had an interview on Tuesday and caught up on loads of homework.
4. Had a second interview and class on Wednesday.
5. Got offered the job and had class on Thursday.
6. Started my job and met up with my bible study girls on Friday.
I am exhausted!
The Lord has humbled me so much this week, by providing for me and being my all. I am thankful, but I am just numb right now because I am so tired. All of this transition has been hard on me and it hit me like a train this week. Now that I have this new life here, I have to completely give up my old one--and I don't know if I was ready for that. I feel like someone literally pushed fast forward on the button of my life. This whole process of moving from San Diego to Minneapolis has been awesome, but by far the quickest process ever. I remember praying, "Lord, please let me acclimate quickly," but I didn't mean THAT quickly! Ha. Truly, I am just so humbled that the Lord would call me out of a place of comfortability in San Diego to a place of uncertainty here in Minneapolis, and provide my every need. God's sovereign hand has moved in my life over the past six months. It is evident that He wants me here. I just need to take one step at a time, now that I find myself too busy and overwhelmed. So, today I say, "Thank you, Lord," and "Dear Lord, be my everything for I cannot do this apart from you."
Clinging to the cross,
Lindsey
1. Drove eight hours home after my grandma's funeral on Sunday.
2. Moved into my new apartment on Monday.
3. Had an interview on Tuesday and caught up on loads of homework.
4. Had a second interview and class on Wednesday.
5. Got offered the job and had class on Thursday.
6. Started my job and met up with my bible study girls on Friday.
I am exhausted!
The Lord has humbled me so much this week, by providing for me and being my all. I am thankful, but I am just numb right now because I am so tired. All of this transition has been hard on me and it hit me like a train this week. Now that I have this new life here, I have to completely give up my old one--and I don't know if I was ready for that. I feel like someone literally pushed fast forward on the button of my life. This whole process of moving from San Diego to Minneapolis has been awesome, but by far the quickest process ever. I remember praying, "Lord, please let me acclimate quickly," but I didn't mean THAT quickly! Ha. Truly, I am just so humbled that the Lord would call me out of a place of comfortability in San Diego to a place of uncertainty here in Minneapolis, and provide my every need. God's sovereign hand has moved in my life over the past six months. It is evident that He wants me here. I just need to take one step at a time, now that I find myself too busy and overwhelmed. So, today I say, "Thank you, Lord," and "Dear Lord, be my everything for I cannot do this apart from you."
Clinging to the cross,
Lindsey
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