this blog is no longer called peru '07...

it's no longer 2007, nor am i in peru, so it's a new season of life. a fresh start.

this year has started off different than any year before. i've always had school as a constant in my life and now that that constant is gone, i have no idea what tomorrow will bring. i just moved back to lincoln to live with one of my best friends and her family. i'm searching for jobs and looking for answers to life...yet i find none.

i listened to a sermon today on the cross being our anchor of hope. basically, he (louie giglio) spoke on when we hit rock bottom, even as christians, the cross of christ is our only hope. things may continue to not make sense and continue to hurt like hell, but if we set our eyes on the cross, we realize christ went through pain and suffering too...and he conquered the world. life sucks, but it's also a very beautiful thing. when i have questions that never get answered, all i can do is trust that they don't need answers right now. i'll never understand why this earth is the way that it is, but i will always know that i am loved by the king of kings, and that gives me value.