exhausted...

i'm exhausted but i still want to get in a little daily writing. i worked today for quite a while and it was nothing but running...so my feet are tired and i'm ready for a good nights' rest.

i was talking to a co-worker tonight about where my life is headed. i know that working in a coffee shop right now and living in lincoln is only temporary, so the advice he gave me was encouraging. he said, 'everyone is searching for god's will in their lives. sometimes we can never decide which desires are truly god's will for us. but, the desires that just won't go away are most likely god's will and should be followed.' he said this because i had mentioned my heart for california and the fact that it just won't go away. i don't want to move to cali for the sunshine. i don't want to move for the fame. i just want to be where my heart is, and i feel-and have felt for a long time-that it's in cali.

so, after a hard days work and an exhaustion from applying for jobs in cali, i remain hopeful. i have faith that god will act when the timing is perfect. so until then, i actively wait and seek.